My Final Essay

   Hi my name is Samantha Nicole Marquez, I am 16 years old and I am a sophomore at Atrisco Heritage Academy High School. My best friends are Irma, Marissa, and Mariah. I have known Irma since I was in the 3rd grade. She now has a little boy named Jovanny; he will be 6 months in the first of June. I have known Mariah since the 6th grade. Mariah and I have been thru a lot in middle school we would be real close then we would hate each other, but now were as close as can be! And last but not least Marissa, I met Marissa at the beginning of my sophomore year. We have gotten so close to each other, we tell each other everything! We are always together and we always know how to have fun! In this essay I will be telling you some of the different things I learned and some things I have been thru at this school.

 I came from El Paso. El Paso is so different compared to over here in Albuquerque. Some El Paso schools are trashed and some are in real good condition, depending on what side of town you’re on. All if my family lived in the lower valley part of El Paso. All my Tia’s and Tio’s went to a high school called Riverside. I some from a family that struggles a lot! Every family has hard times but it almost seemed like my family was always going thru a hard time. My mom, my sister and I lived at my grammas house where my Tia and her 3 kids lived at so there were 8 people living in one small house. You could only imagine how crowded it was. My cousins were always pushing me to do well in school. But once we moved out here to Albuquerque a didn’t care of what my grades were. I slacked off a lot; I was hanging out with the wrong people. I would get in trouble and I never realized how much I was hurting myself and my mom. I just didn’t care.

 I have made a big improvement on my grades and how I act towards school. I care about my grades because I don’t want to be held back a year just cause I wanted to go back to El Paso and be with my cousins. The only way I could go back to El Paso and be with my cousins is if I do well in school and get good grades. I might not have straight A’s but one day I will. I have learned that no matter what you’re always going to have to work for what you want. If you do badly in school just because you don’t care you’re probably going to end up working at some cheap place that pays you 6 dollars an hour. So just do well in school and it will help you later in the feature.

 This year as a sophomore I have learned many different things. I have learned that you’re always going to make new friends so it is ok to lose a couple. I lost a friend this year but it didn’t bother me because I knew that she wasn’t a true friend and I made 2 new friends and they are much better friends then that other one was. My friends and I have been thru a lot together. When someone needs help or if one of us is sad we all knew how to make everything better. We all had our ups and downs and the little fights that last like 10 minutes but we make up and everything goes back to normal.

 I have 2 more years left of high school I’m going to make the best if it and not let anything stop me from what I want to do!

My Anything Blog (Poems)

I Used To...

I used to say I'll never fall in love

But now i am.

I always think of you

But never will i forget you.

I once thought it was all just a dream

But now i realize its reality.

If i could have one wish,

I would hold on to you,

I never want to let you go.

But i might just have to sooner or later.

I can't, its too hard

But i can be strong and try

I wont cry

But i might...

I used to say i would never let you go

But now i did and your gone.

Wishes And Fears

I'm afraid of you

I'm afraid of loving you

I'm afraid I'm going to get hurt... Again

I'm afraid i might lose you

I'm even afraid to hold on.

I'm afraid of us

I'm afraid of our love

I'm afraid that we might lose each other

I'm afraid that you might not love me

I'm even afraid we might fall apart.

I want to be with you

I want us to last forever

I want your love

I want the key to your heart

I even want you to love me back

I want love

I want you

I want you to want me

I want you to need me

And i want you to tell me you love me back

Most of all I want you to be mine.

The poems ''I Used To'' and ''Wishes and Fears"  is about a young girl that does
not know how to choose between two guys one she loves and one she is falling for.
She wants to be with the one she loves but all he does is hurt her, she wants to be with the one shes fallin for
because she knows that he will treat her better and she knows that he wont hurt her.

Wisdom Quote

If today was my last day my wisdom quote for my whole life would be "I Love My Family". My family is the most important thing in my life because they will always be there for me when I need them, they will help me make the right decisions, they will care for me when no one else will and most of all they will always love me even if we fight.

You should feel the same way because your family is always going to be there for you even if you say there not they always will be. They care for you more then you will ever know. So they will always be there for you.

This is going to be my life’s quote because my family means more to me than anyone else in the world. They were always there for me when I needed them, they helped me when I needed help and they helped me even if I didn’t need help. I do and always will love my family.

“Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence. (Fromm, Eric).”

My Poem

I miss you i really do

I sometimes wonder what it would be like if we didn't stop talking

I wonder if you still think about me, if you talk about me.

I wonder if you ever wanna talk to me... Again

I somethimes feel lost without you

I feel like i cant move on

I feel like you forgot about everything we had,

Everything we did

Everything we promised eachother

Everything you told me.

It sucks the way it ended.

I wish it could've ended in a better way

I hate seeing you with her knowing she is carrying your child

One day i hope you look at me and relize what you lost!

Kourtney Kardashion

 

  If I could be a person for a day I would be Kourtney Kardashian because, well first she is famous. Kourtney is a very beautiful girl. Kourtney has 2 sisters Kim and Kloe and one brother Robert Kardashian. Kourtney is the oldest out of all 4 of them. Kourtney and her family have their own show, you might’ve heard of it, its called The Kardashian. Kourtney and Kloe also have their own show, you might have heard about it also, its called Kourtney and Kloe take Miami.

  I would also want to be Kourtney because she has a son. She just had him in December. From what I have seen in her shows it seems like she has a pretty good, wild and fun life. Who wouldn’t want that kind of life style? I know I would.

  If I were Kourtney I would love to be out all day at photo shoots. I wouldn’t mind people taking pictures of me because I would get money for the pictures. Every one knows who the Kardashians are. If you don’t know who they are then you must be crazy. Those 3 girls are known for their big butt and the beautiful smile! Kourtney is my favorite famous person! I can pretty much say she is my role model!

Betrayal

 I'm sure everyone has gone threw a stage in their life where they have been betrayed or know someone that has been betrayed.

  I’m going to tell you a story about betrayal.

  So there once was these 3 girls named Judith, Nicole, and Lely. They all met in the begging of their freshmen year. Nicole and Lely were real good friends they were always together! They would go over to each others houses after school like any average teen girls. They would talk about boys, everything that was going on. Lely and Nicole would even get in trouble together over little thing. Lely had a boyfriend at the time so just because she had a boyfriend she sometimes thought she was better then us. But I thought maybe she would get over it… but she didn’t!

  Towards the middle of the year Lely and Nicole started to hang out with Judith more. So Nicole and Judith started to hang out more and Lely was getting jealous cause she thought Judith was taking Nicole away. So as Nicole and Judith got closer Lely didn’t hang out with them as much. Towards the end of the year Nicole and Judith got real close. They didn’t care if Lely was mad at them or not.

   So sophomore year comes. And Judith doesn’t go to the same school as Nicole and Lely. So Lely finds herself a new group of friends. Nicole hung out with a girl she knew from last year. Nicole and Lely still talked. They weren’t as close as they used to be. So if they had seen each other in the hallways they would say hi and bye(small talk). They pretty much fell apart. Nicole didn’t really mind. But Lely did! She liked to talk about Nicole behind her back. Nicole knew she was but she couldn’t do anything to her. So Nicole just ignored it, she didn’t care what Lely thought about her. Towards the middle of the year Judith came back, so Nicole started to hang out with Judith again. And once Judith came back Lely wanted to be Nicole’s best friend again. 

   So the only reason why she wanted to friends with Nicole again was because Lely was scarred of Judith. Lely would only tell Nicole stuff is Judith wasn’t there. Nicole always told Judith what Lely would say. It finally came to a point where Nicole couldn’t take it no more so she ended up telling Lely off! The only thing Lely did was go cry to her mom. Her mom went to the school and complained that Nicole was bullying her daughter so Lely just made it worse for her self.

   So Lely stopped going to school and everything was back to normal.